Hello friends!Wow, wow, wow Marc. That was far too enthusiastic for this day.
Yes, as you may have noticed on twitter or just have run into me today, his is not my day. No fired up, pumped up, inspiring or motivational Monday. And I will tell you exactly why.
Well I got the feels last night while I was still awake, trying to get some sleep obviously. The proper smonday feeling kicked in, the anxiety of a full new week filled with trials, deadlines and meetings.. Let’s say, that didn’t make me feel like I was in disneyland.
After seeing almost every hour of the alarm clock this night, I finally cought some sleep at 6.30 in the morning., but yeah had to get up at 7.20. So a bit cranky to be honest, I took my body into the shower and then the most weird thing happened. I was in the shower for about 2 minutes, listening to some Blur song and then it hit me: I still had my boxers on. WHAT IS THIS SHIT?! Good gracious god, sweet mother mary.
Got to make breakfast and today is going to be the first day of my eating healthy journey, that didn’t lift the mood either. I didn’t mind it too much and got the work. Well I took the bike and 3 cars nearly hit me, bloody hell. I mean what is with this world guys? Some german bloke started shouting at me and I just replied back with the tone of an fucking army sergeant. Completely nutters. And him too.
And now I’m at my lunchbreak and I realize that this is not going to work. This monday is proper gone paddy. I tried to motivate myself 4 times today, but after every attempt, something hit me down. So the key is acceptance. – For a good blog and decent words about it, visit Sara’s blog. She does wonderful things with her blog. – I’ve accepted that today is going to be a shitty day and sometimes that’s okay.
I’m sorry I swear a lot today and being negative and nagging and complaining. But that’s just how it is today. I’ve decided tomorrow I’ll give it a go. As one of my favourite poets says: To begin at the beginning… (Dylan Thomas)
ps. This song is my monday in a nutshell