Hello people! It’s Monday again and I haven’t talked about Monday Motivation in a while now, so time to get things sorted, eh? I’ve been a bit ill the last couple of days, going on and off again. Not feeling completely better now, but well enough to do stuff and my word, I’ve a lot things planned out for myself the next few days to be honest. And I love it.
The last days and two weeks were a bit of a blur to me. I struggled a lot with anxiety, as I still do, but I was really negative. I think it also had to do with the feeling I had, I had to perform. School, work, but also blogging. Which is kind of weird actually, because there is no MUST on here. Still I had this form of pressure. I’m not a big blogger, far from. But I seem to get more audience and reader the last weeks and somehow I want to keep them at my blog. Now I sense that why the bloggers came to my blog in the first place, is that they like my blog and not for the reason that I write posts for them. You still with me? It makes complete sense in my head, but I don’t know if you will understand it haha.
Luckily it has passed and I’m more positive, well at the moment that is haha. It can turn around quite quickly as I’ve witnessed and noticed, but I’m going to assume the positivity will prevail!
Ofcourse I have the usual school and workstuff to do, but I also have more time now for other stuff. This because of the ending of the football season (don’t want to speak about MY club’s play-off results) and I intend to do some things on my blog the next few days. I think I’m going to write some stories on the football matches I have visited abroad, I think that could be quite fun for you to read. It’s not only about the game, but also about the country, the culture, the city, language etcetera. I have one in mind as I’m writing this, so should be up quite soon I guess haha.
ANDDDD some of you have asked me about my novel, how is that going and are you going to post more things about it. YES. I will, but all in good time. Had a bit of a rough two weeks and I’m planning on writing more on my novel at night after work and stuff. But it’s a work in proces and I think it’s going to be fine!
This quote has got me quite motivated for this week and I will hold to this hopefully in the next couple of days. It really gives me strength and yes, I like to be back on track again (-ish)! “If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he will be content to begin with doubts, he shall end in certainties.” – Francis Bacon